[evocative music playing]
-[Chrishell] Okay, right here? -[Emma] No.
-See, I'll do it. -Okay. [chuckles]
-Oh! -Right? It's, like, satisfying.
-It's making you feel good in the morning. -That feels nice.
If we can get through this trip, we can get through anything at the office.
Did we get through this trip?
-[chuckling] No. -No.
[Amanza] Knock, knock.
Do you have a room service button in your room that I didn't know about?
[chuckling] Breakfast for one.
Yay! Oh, this is cute.
Looks way better than my bac-- than my bacon.
[Chrishell] I can share.
-[Amanza] Aren't we going by the pool? -[Chrishell] I don't know.
[Amanza] So, at dinner last night, I got to hear, like, Nicole defend herself and--
-[Emma] Before we got there? -Before you guys got there.
And I heard, like, some things that were said from you and, like, you know.
It's not like Nicole was completely innocent,
so I wanted to hear from you.
Well, she's definitely not innocent in this, so…
Although I'm sure that she's trying to make sure everyone thinks that.
That's what's frustrating.
I feel like we get in these conversations,
and she'll say these things that are out of line.
It's like I don't really want to keep talking about this,
but then if I don't, my friends are just hearing a one-sided thing that's not fair.
This has gone from, like, a real estate thing, to now digs.
[Emma] Petty bullshit.
But the problem is that Nicole has taken about five to ten digs at Chrishell,
and Chrishell has taken the high road, taken the high road, taken the high road.
Why does she have to take the high road, time and time again?
-I feel the same way. -[Emma] Nicole is out for Chrishell.
She's after me.
It's so obvious and thirsty and transparent to me,
but she won't own that.
There's no other reason. I haven't done anything to her.
She's making it personal. So don't fucking come for me.
I don't ever agree with hitting below the belt. I don't.
To be honest with you, it's like I know Nicole…
I'll just say it, because it's not even a big deal,
but Nicole likes to do mushrooms. She openly talks about it.
She's offered them to me. I've seen her on it many times.
So, it's not like a big, crazy…
I think saying what the drug is makes it more--
[chuckling] But mushrooms and crack are a little different, aren't they?
I've never done either.
[Emma] But I think she said, "cracked out."
-Cracked out. -She didn't say, "Are you on crack?"
She said, "Are you cracked out?"
Which is actually something that people… I've said that before.
Yeah.
-Am I talking about actual crack? No. -[Amanza] No.
Was it a legitimate question because I've seen her like that before
and it looks like she's on mushrooms?
I'm not one to sit here and police it,
but I don't want you sitting here, making up stuff,
doing this where it's like, something's going on.
For me, the drug accusation, when I heard it,
it triggered something in me, because, you know, last year
with CPS, I got called, I was accused of having drugs in my house.
And so, it was like, "Shit, if somebody is accusing her of doing drugs,
we're all her friends."
Like, is that somehow going to trickle down, you know?
-I wasn't connecting you to that at all. -[Amanza] I know.
-You're a great mom. You wouldn't do that. -I know you weren't. My head just goes…
If somebody thinks Nicole's doing drugs, my kids might think she is.
If my kids think Nicole's doing drugs, they might think Mom…
-Yeah. -[Amanza] That's a really hard accusation
to have to, like, feel like you got to fight your way out from under
when it's not true.
♪ We're going all the way ♪
♪ These are the games we play ♪
[pop music playing]
♪ I've got today ♪
Hey, guys.
♪ Ow! ♪
♪ I'm gonna take what I'm given ♪
♪ Make the most of living ♪
♪ And I'm a-goin' my way ♪
Hello, hello.
[Mary] Hey.
-Oh, good. You're having a margarita too. -Aloha!
Does this just cancel out what we're doing?
Yeah-- Well, yeah, I mean, no. It's smart because…
-It's good, then… -We're hydrating before we dehydrate.
-Yes. -There we go.
-It's all perspective. -Yes.
Last night was beyond crazy.
So this morning, I've arranged for some IVs
for all of us to replenish our bodies.
We're going home tomorrow,
so hopefully with these IVs, we can tolerate one more day and night here.
I got those good veins.
[technician laughs]
Talk to me about what's in here.
Okay, so we're basically doing hydration right now,
and then we added in some B complex that has, like, thiamine, riboflavin.
Kind of some great stuff to have…
Awesome.
…while drinking, so you'll feel really good afterwards.
-We're doing this right. -Ah-ha. We are.
-[Nicole] Have you done this? -All the time.
[Nicole] Really?
I do this actually because my kids are in preschool, so when they get sick…
-Oh. -Oh, yeah.
…I go and load myself up with vitamins to make sure I don't get sick.
-[Mary] Smart. -[Nicole] Yeah.
-Hi, how are you? [chuckles] -Hello!
What are you having?
[Nicole] A margarita.
I was like, are you dehydrating as you're hydrating?
-Uh-huh. -Yeah.
Your glasses are more empty than your IV bags.
I know!
-So, how are you feeling after everything? -[Nicole] I feel good.
[Amanza] I was up in Chrishell's room.
Did you get any… Did you--
Well, I got to hear her side.
It's a lot. It's a lot on both sides.
It wasn't crack, but she did say that she's known that you like to do mushrooms.
She…
But mushrooms aren't legal.
Are they not? I don't know.
No.
I've known you ten years, never seen you on mushrooms.
-I've never seen you on crack. -[Mary] Right.
I'm not sure… how someone could even come close to that conclusion.
As far as Nicole…
Ugh.
I'm still trying to figure out whether she's doing drugs or not,
because now I've heard it, I can't unsee it.
I've seen it, can't unsee it, and I'm like, "Hmm." Let me see.
It's fucked up, her doubling down that she thought I was on drugs.
Chrishell thinking that Nicole's on drugs because of her behavior…
I mean, it's weird to say it, but Nicole just acts that way. [chuckles]
She's always, like, very armsy.
We always call her, like, the inflatable…
Like, those blown-up inflatable dolls,
'cause her arms and legs are so long and lanky.
When she talks, she's just very animated.
But that's just Nicole.
The point of me taking the drug test is that we don't talk about this again.
Well, this is where I get a bit tripped up.
Uh-huh.
Respectfully, can I say what you said yesterday with regards to your attorney?
I'll explain to Amanza, if you don't mind.
She has contact with an attorney over defamation.
[Mary] Are you really gonna do that?
If those kinds of accusations continue…
Uh-huh.
…I have to.
Okay, this changes things then, because if that's the case,
then do not talk to us, do not get us involved in any way, shape, or form.
This is all so out of hand.
I'm done.
If there's lawsuits and this is all going on, I'm bowing out.
-I'm not gonna be involved in this talk. -I bowed out while my pancakes…
[Chelsea] Mary's struggling, but I get it.
This is not her area of expertise. She doesn't deal with drama.
Mary can't handle us chickens because she's the real chicken.
Did you tell me because you wanted me to go back and tell Chrishell?
I didn't have any agenda with… You guys were asking me and--
I don't recall asking if you went to go do a drug test.
True.
I don't recall asking you if you went to contact your attorney.
We had a whole conversation out there for a good hour--
No, you came, and I said, "That was a long business call."
You were like, "It wasn't a business call, I contacted my attorney."
-I thought it was a business call. -I get how serious that accusation is.
It's super serious.
Just the accusation does as much damage right then and there.
[pop music playing]
♪ I woke up early, I had my coffee ♪
♪ The sun is shining And it won't come up… ♪
♪ La la la living the dream ♪
-[Stacey] Hi! How are you? -I'm good, how are you guys?
Good, I'm Stacey.
-Bre. -Nice to meet you. This is Nicole.
I'm with The Oppenheim Group.
-Glad you could make it. Great. -Me too. I'm really excited.
It's so much prettier in person. I can't--
-I know, right? So different. -The pictures don't do it justice.
No, they don't.
My client's gonna love it. Stunning.
-Let us know if you have questions. -Great. Thanks so much.
Okay, you guys. Thanks.
[Bre] After Palm Springs, I'm just ready to get back to work.
This house is actually in Brentwood.
A lot of celebrities have lived here over the years.
Marilyn Monroe lived here.
Now Travis Scott, LeBron James, Reese Witherspoon.
That's because you get the perfect suburban life
and you're so close to everything. It's the absolute perfect location.
♪ Let them girls in ♪
♪ Let them, let them Let them girls in, yeah ♪
♪ Let them girls in ♪
♪ Let them, let them Let them girls in, yeah ♪
Saweetie is one of the biggest Grammy-nominated artists in the game.
I absolutely love this because she's come from the bottom and now she's at the top,
and no one deserves that more.
Wow! I love this place! Ah!
-Hey! -[Bre] Hi, girl!
Oh my God, you look so cute!
Long time no see.
-Baby, how are you? -I'm good. You look good.
Girl, you look good.
-Oh, yes. I forgot how fine you were. -[laughs]
I got us a little drink so we can catch up while we house shop.
[Saweetie] I love that!
-Cheers. -To being boss bitches.
To being boss bitches and finding your perfect home.
-Yes, girl. That's right. -Yes. I'm so happy for you.
Mm.
[giggles]
[Bre] I think this is great. It's just so open.
We have five bedrooms, seven baths, and a little over 7,000 square feet.
♪ Let's go… ♪
[Bre] Look at this view.
-[Saweetie] Look at that pool! -Yes, girl.
[Bre] You got a full grill, fire pit, jacuzzi.
-[Saweetie, laughing] Little skinny-dip. -Uh-huh!
You could see from up here, like, "Hi, honey, I'm down here."
-[Saweetie] I love it! -[Bre] And I like that it is private.
You don't see your neighbors.
-[Saweetie] You don't. -No.
Unless they got a microscope.
Yeah, then, you know, we'll put in some more trees.
[Bre] Saweetie and I met at a party years ago.
We were both with some people of status
and we ended up just clicking and partying our little butts off
and became good friends.
Bad bitches only.
-I know that's right. -Mm-hmm.
-Love it. Pretty bitch. Yeah. -Pretty bitch vibes. Yes, girl.
[Bre] Well, let's show you the rest of your new home.
-So this is what we call the primary. -Mm-hmm.
[Saweetie] We're calling this the boom-boom room.
-Ooh, yes! Okay. -[giggles]
-You have bachelorette, feminine details. -Yes.
I feel like this is made for a boss bitch, not for a man.
Can we look in the bathroom?
[Bre] You like this?
-I like this. Can I walk inside? -Of course.
-Oh my gosh. This is like goddess vibes. -Uh-huh.
It is. And then it's like steam, the whole setup.
-Yes. -So, I just imagine you're sitting here.
You can be like, "I'll shave my legs."
-Oh yeah, right. -Right here, right?
You'll have your hair mask on.
[Saweetie] This is the best shower I've ever seen in my life.
It's huge. You could have 20 people in here.
[giggles]
-You can do a lot of things in here, okay? -[laughter]
In this shower.
-[Saweetie] Two toilets? -His and hers. Don't wanna share with him.
-It could be number one, number two. -Girl, true. Yes.
She's like, "Drop number twos only over here."
-Right. -Keep wet wipes in that one.
I will show you the entertainment downstairs.
[Saweetie] Ooh!
We got the boom-boom room and we got the entertainment room.
♪ Keep up ♪
♪ Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Keep up ♪
[Saweetie] Oh my gosh!
-This is my favorite part right here. -[laughs]
That's my type, right there.
So, you know I used to bartend.
Oh, okay, no.
[Saweetie] Yes, girl.
-What you want? -[Bre giggles]
I'll hook you up.
[Bre] We should have done a whole set up, and had a little--
I love… This is my favorite part of the house.
This is my favorite part too.
-We'll put a little stripper pole here. -[laughs]
[Bre] I'm coming over. We're gonna have a whole party night.
-Where does this go? -Downstairs to the pool.
[hip-hop music playing]
-I'm seeing photo shoots everywhere. -[Bre] Everywhere.
-I know that's right. -[laughs]
-[Saweetie] A pizza oven? -Yeah.
I love me some pizza.
[Bre] You know, I'm Italian, so we'll come over and make you some pizza.
-[Saweetie] You make pizza? -Sure do.
-You serious? -My grandma did everything from scratch.
[Saweetie] Oh my gosh!
-Five bedrooms. -[Bre] Mm-hmm. Seven baths.
-Seventy-four hundred square feet. -[Saweetie] Yeah. Oh, shit.
-Two bedrooms down here. -Uh-huh.
One right now they got… It's kind of like a gym area,
but I think for you, you could do it as a studio.
And you got your own private entrance. They don't gotta come through your crib.
-Ooh. It's like a private little city. -Yup.
-A little oasis. -I like it.
Ooh, girl, but all these plants gonna run my water bill up.
Good thing I got faux grass.
-Some faux grass. -That's right.
-It's the only thing fake in this house. -Ow.
Besides maybe my hair.
-[laughs] -And my boobs.
-And my bundles. -And my nose.
[both laughing]
Okay, but anyways. I feel like you like this.
-I do. -We're on the same page.
I think it just goes with where I'm at in my life,
but I do want to show my mom.
Okay.
Once we bring Mom back, are we on the side of,
you may want to make an offer? Or do you want to see some more stuff?
-There's two things they gotta throw in. -Okay.
-I need the stripper pole. -Okay.
And I need you to come make pasta or pizza every Sunday.
[Bre] You got it.
So we're sold.
-We're gonna offer after Mama approves. -Yes.
And I'm gonna cook for you, get a stripper pole…
-Yes. -And maybe get on it.
Yeah.
-Yup? Deal. -Deal.
-Yay! Let's go do it. Yeah! -Let's go do it!
Ah, ah, ah!
[hip-hop music playing]
♪ It's right now ♪
[hip-hop music continues]
Hibiscus or dragon fruit?
[Amanza] Ooh. One of each.
Yeah? Let's do it.
[Amanza] They think that I'm sharing these.
-Right? -These are both for me.
[chuckles]
I didn't want to be off-balance when I walked.
Okay.
Okay, you guys. Say hello to my little friend!
[Mary] Oh damn!
[Chrishell] Yes, Emma! Work it!
[screaming]
[Chrishell] Not the blow-out! Not blow-out!
[laughing]
[screaming]
[screams] No!
[Chrishell] Emma!
♪ Right now ♪
And on that note, I won't be joining you. [laughs]
[chuckling] Oh no.
[Chelsea] Well, you still look great.
Thank you!
She's making a fake call so she doesn't have to be involved?
[Chrishell] Let's turn a corner, ladies.
-Ready to turn a corner? Yeah, have fun? -[Chrishell] Yes! Please.
[Chelsea] Will you do a shot with me?
-Yeah! -[Chelsea] You will?
[chuckling] Um… against my better judgment.
You guys want one? Anybody else?
Come on, Nicole. Don't be a party pooper.
I hate shots.
Okay, but I hate shots.
I do shots all the time.
[Chelsea] Chrishell! One, two, three, four, five…
-Six. -[Nicole] Really? Ugh.
Six, please. Okay.
All right!
Oh my gosh. Thank you.
[Chelsea] And can we have, like, a little toast?
We started not on the best note,
and we're going to end--
-On a better note! -On a positive and very fucked-up note.
Oh my God, you guys, this is the worst cheers.
[laughing]
Just take your shot. Maybe we'll get better as we go.
Okay. Cheers!
-That was the whole point. -Yeah.
Cheers!
Okay.
-[Chrishell] Go! -[screams]
I did it.
Oh, God!
At least it was chilled.
♪ I'm feeling good ♪
♪ We're on it, we're on it ♪
♪ I'm feeling fine ♪
♪ We're on it, we're on it ♪
♪ I'm feeling good… ♪
-Aah! -[screams] Yeah!
[yells]
[laughing]
[Chrishell] This situation I could do all day.
I'm really good at coexisting.
-Look how well today went. -Yeah.
-[Chelsea] Did great. -[Chrishell] No big deal.
How do you feel about, you know, Bre kind of coming for you last night?
I get it got back to her, and in her head maybe it came across as malicious.
That wasn't the intent.
These are still my feelings, but I won't talk about them.
Yeah. I mean, you guys created a boundary, and this was great, this was super sweet.
Mary planned this to bond with everybody.
And I think maybe instead of bonding, this was boundaries.
It was, yeah.
The bonding turned into boundaries, and that's okay.
Can I be honest?
I was, like, a tiny bit sad by Heather,
because she relayed the information that was said in the office back to Bre,
and I would have liked to have known prior to then
that Bre was feeling some type of way, to resolve it privately,
because Heather I've known for a year now, and I thought we were friends,
but is everything that's said just told back to her?
-You didn't know before last night? -I had no idea. I had no idea.
So, I guess someone that she's met over the last three weeks
is closer than someone that she's known for the last year.
That was very revealing to me.
I would have loved Heather to call me and say, "Hey,
I said to Bre what we discussed in the office, she's upset about it."
"Maybe you should call her."
Ugh…
I just hate this, because you can see both sides. Like--
No, I don't think there are sides.
If you're going to protect one friend, you should protect another friend
so that other friend can clear the air.
-I feel like she would tell you-- -But she didn't. That's my point.
I think prior to yesterday, I thought I was closer with her than we are.
Ultimately, we aren't all really close.
[Chrishell] Right.
You just have to realize where you stand with people.
Yeah.
[festive music playing]
[Chelsea] This Palm Springs trip
was meant to be a relaxing retreat amongst us girls.
It's a shitshow.
Literally everything blew up,
and now the group couldn't be more divided.
This is so reminiscent of the Beverly Hills Hotel.
-[Emma] Isn't it? -[Chrishell] It is.
It's so cute.
[Chelsea] I'm really hungry, so--
I am too. Here we are.
Lovely!
-Woo. Woo! -[laughter]
[server] Hello. Could I get you started with anything to drink?
I'll do a glass of Sancerre.
I would love a shot of chilled Casamigos Blanco
for myself and then my best friend Mary.
-No, I do not need another one. -And then after that,
-um… -[Mary] Amanza.
This is our last night in Palm Springs,
and let's be honest, it can't be any worse than the other nights,
so we've got that going for us.
Last night, guys. Let's cheers.
-Cheers! -Cheers.
Cheers.
[Chrishell] Oh, ho, ho.
-Hello, sailor. -[Mary] It's good though.
[Emma] Spicy!
Ladies, how are we doing?
Would it be possible to get the suggestion box that we brought?
-Of course, definitely. -Thank you.
Emma, tell us about some phrases from Boston.
Ooh! We just say--
Can I have a quarter for some water for my daughter's dog?
-Park your car at Harvard Yard. -[laughter]
-[manager] Your suggestion box. Of course! -Thank you so much!
Okay, so, guys, thank you so much.
I know it's hard to take this much time away
from your partners and work and families and kids and everything like that.
But today and tonight, it was much more, kind of, chill and relaxed,
and hopefully, after we read these suggestions,
we'll be able to fix some other problems in the office.
-So, I'm gonna open them. -Hopefully this isn't Pandora's Box.
I sure hope so too.
-I mean… -[Chrishell] Can you imagine?
Let's open these up and get back to the office
and do a lot of fucking real estate.
Pick mine. Pick mine.
I don't know which one's yours, bestie.
[chuckling]
"Let's have potluck Fridays." Okay.
Yeah.
-That's too much effort. Sorry, guys. -[Amanza] Okay.
"After you close a deal,
a special basketball hoop, if you can make it,
you get 5% better commission split."
Picture this. Okay.
You make that crazy hard shot, you get 5%.
I'm so on board for that.
You guys agree on something.
I'm gonna keep this one and I'm gonna present it to Jason.
Yes!
[laughs]
-I think that's actually mine. -[Mary laughs]
-[Mary] I think it's your handwriting. -Hundred-percent.
"Give a compliment to each of your fellow agents."
"You can do it, girls. Swallow that pride and fucking be nice!"
[laughter]
[Emma] I can't…
Are we going to do it, or these are just suggestions?
Okay, Chrishell. Give everybody a compliment.
[Chrishell] Okay.
Um…
Chelsea, I've been sitting across from you all night.
I feel like you add such an amazing, charismatic vibe to the group.
You're just really fun, and I feel like the room is more fun with you in it.
Thank you.
-[Chrishell] Mary. -Yes.
I feel like you are the mother to the group.
You keep us all bonded and all together,
and I say that as a huge compliment, you know.
Like, to be the mother to this group is hard.
Um…
Okay.
Um…
Let me see. I feel like…
Okay, I have to think.
I'll go the easy route 'cause obviously…
[Emma] Hi!
…I know you guys the best.
I love you so much, so I'll say, Emma, my best friend.
You always go above and beyond.
You're, like, extra in the most amazing way.
-Aww. -[Chrishell] Okay. Um, Amanza.
I'm not really sure how it's possible
that your insides are somehow even better than your outside,
because the outside is flawless!
Aww.
You're just a good human, and I love knowing you.
Thanks.
[Chrishell] Okay, Nicole.
Obviously, this one is a little tougher because of everything that's transpired,
but I will say, Nicole,
I feel like you are… really passionate about what you do in real estate,
and that is to be admired and, I think, respected, so…
-I very much appreciate that. -[Amanza claps]
That's all I needed!
Success!
All right. Hear, hear! Everybody drink to that.
-[Chrishell] Palm Springs! -Okay. Yes!
Cheers!
-Cheers! -Cheers!
[Mary] Well, I think it's amazing
how honest and open you guys have all been throughout the entire trip,
even when there have been a few bumps in the road.
But is there anything else that anybody else wants to add,
um, before we go back to LA?
[Amanza slurping]
So, in the spirit of being completely transparent, um…
I did take a drug test the next day after you said what you said.
Just so you know. I'm going to…
Just so that everybody knows that she's really--
[Amanza] That you're not shooting up tar heroin.
That I'm not doing anything.
[Chrishell] Did someone actually watch her pee into the cup?
And are the results being sent to an unbiased third party like an escrow?
Or are they emailed to Nicole?
[Nicole] And the full panel came back negative.
And I did this on the advice of an attorney
because, you know, he was like, "You need to do that, get that on record."
But you know, these two were aware of that, and I know
that they were a bit uncomfortable knowing that information.
You said to me that you sought legal counsel
because if she continues to use those terms of slander,
you were going to sue for defamation.
So why do you think-- Why do you think the advice was to get a drug test?
That was-- That was-- That was to protect myself.
[Chrishell] You know, if you, you know,
feel like you need to seek legal counsel, that's your prerogative.
I obviously have the same prerogative,
depending on how… You know, where this goes.
I think it's ridiculous. I don't think it needs to go there. But…
Guys, like, she didn't sue for defamation.
She said, "If this continues…"
Yes. Then I have the drug test.
-"I just sought counsel." -Yes. That is a threat to sue.
So that's different.
-What's different? -Asking for advice.
Then suing for defamation.
So, that's why I was wondering if it was just like,
"I'm going to get a drug test to clear it up."
[Emma] You think if someone accused me of doing drugs, I'd get a test?
I'd laugh it off.
Like, come on, that's a joke.
But, you know, when you have somewhat of a guilty conscience,
you know, about it, maybe, you know, that's why she's doing it.
Because why else would you be so defensive to lawyer up if you had nothing to hide?
-Guys, like, really? -Yeah. Let's… Exactly.
Jesus Christ.
-I don't see the issue. -Yeah.
Somebody accused me of doing drugs.
I said, "I'll piss in a cup right now."
That's what I did. I really don't see the issue.
There's no lawsuit. There's no case.
-[Nicole] Yeah… -She felt scared, attacked.
-She sought legal counsel. -Thank you.
I feel like everyone's tripping out.
I don't think Nicole has done anything wrong,
and I believe every single person here would have done the exact same thing
to prove their innocence and gone and taken a drug test.
It's just common sense.
[Nicole] It's so fucking ridiculous.
[Amanza] It started with real estate. Now people are accused of doing drugs.
I can't fucking do this anymore.
This has taken on a whole other fucking, like, level.
It's-- It's out of control.
[Nicole] Okay.
Let's…
Just try to move on.
Thank you. Done.
Okay.
All right, well, I'm ready to go.
So, I don't know if anybody wants to go,
but there is a drag bar down the street that's famous in Palm Springs, super fun.
If anybody wants to come… and shake a tail feather and, you know,
dance our disagreements away, so to say.
Palm Springs has been a complete disaster.
It might be worse off than it was before.
Chrishell thinks that she can just dance all of this away?
Good for her.
[moody pop music playing]
[Emma] Are you okay?
Fuck… This is, like…
This is ridiculous!
-[Emma] Mary, are you okay? -[Mary] Yeah, I'm okay.
[crying]
Mary.
[bittersweet music playing]
[Emma] You're okay.
[sobbing]
Babe.
What are you feeling right now?
Just overwhelmed or--
It's a lot. It's-- It's a lot.
You are…
You are working so hard to not have to lose your shit,
so if any of this is coming from
feeling like you didn't do a good job, please…
-I get it. It's a lot. -It's a lot.
[sobbing]
[Emma] You work your fucking ass off.
I don't even… Can't imagine what you're feeling.
I'm just… It's just like nothing is good enough.
Nothing. This is why I can't.
Like, I-- I-- I go to pieces. I can't do it.
Can I give you a hug?
This is my best friend. I see her fragile.
I know what's going on.
-She needs to go home. -Yup.
She needs to go home.
It's not healthy for her, her marriage, her friendships.
I just… I can't do it. I'm sorry, guys.
-No… Don't! -Stop.
No, don't allow yourself to feel bad. Babe…
Don't allow yourself to feel bad. You have nothing to feel bad…
You are doing everything you know you need to do.
Call me if you need anything.
♪ I hold my breath, taking it so slow ♪
♪ I caused such a mess ♪
♪ I'm sleeping alone Keep to myself ♪
♪ 'Cause I broke every bone When you and I fell ♪
I wish there was something I could've done before it got to this point with Mary,
but I also know from experience that right now,
she just needs space from everyone.
You know, she's hanging on by a thin, thin thread at this point.
♪ Yeah, I lose control ♪
♪ I've been losing control ♪
Oh God, get me away from this fucking place.
♪ I'm sleeping alone Keep to myself ♪
♪ I keep to myself ♪
♪ 'Cause I broke every bone When you and I fell ♪
♪ When I fell ♪
♪ I lose control ♪
♪ I, I ♪
♪ Yeah, lose control ♪